Posts Tagged ‘Happy Me’

New day has come… :)

End of one, starting of another…, while the echoes of the good bye still has n’t faded away from my ears, I hear the deafening laughter of my heart absorbed in the welcoming of the new.

What I hate most, is change. Change is disturbing; it always forces u to organise from the first. The change that m going through is somewhat blurry and complicated. The end of one beautifully wrapped ugly truth that I found hard to say good bye to. But with the battles that I fought with my heart, the explanations given to my mind, the sympathies shown to myself, the strength and confidence I forced myself into, here I am. Standing confident, unhurt. Surprised at my own unattached- ness to the thing that I valued more than my life once.

This was a necessary change that had shown its importance way ago. But the heart, often takes time to grasp on reality and listen to the mind. But this change was good. I am happy and m proud of me .

Waiting for it to wash away the pain, to wash away my tears… and to give me the breath I had been struggling to take..!! Waiting for it to wash away the pain, to wash away my tears… and to give me the breath I had been struggling to take..!!

And as for the deafening pomp of the welcome of the new spring to my heart, I m afraid… so should I say, petrified? By the thought of being hurt again, for the fear of being a choice for someone, when for me, that one is the first priority.

While my friends advise me to let the reign of my extra-strong-conscience loose, I ask my heart, r u okay? Are you willing to let the spring bloom some more flowers? It sighs and says ‘yes. I have been waiting for such a rain throughout the cold discomforting days of winter.’
And there I go!
Stepping’ out… and feeling the fresh rain with my fingers… waiting for it to wet me with a refreshing shower. Waiting for it to wash away the pain, to wash away my tears… and to give me the breath I had been struggling to take..!!

Regards,
PS